zoned out
i dont want hold my eyes open .
I super tried ,a nd for no reason .
whooo thatsit . alli have to say.
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The switch to his mentalityYou showed me the twists in you An Illusion, which numbs everything that defines youThe switch to his mentality
All to cover up your fear, just to forget those memories. Your addiction that masks it all. Temporarily fixes the creases in you
It’s your defence, to suffocate your senses.
To stop the images reflected.
A perception of when you were vulnerable.
It is a brutality, of how you’re split in two
Your mentality is now split in two
How you smoke night after night To just turn off the pain; &n
by ~xWhitePonyx
the inner side of me...the inner side of me...
Before they knew …
There was a dark side that I fell under
That the outsider could not see.
A crisis, From daughter to father.
A wrath, Which I never dreamed of.
This is the truth
From the trench of my heart
Hidden in the darkest fraction of my mind.
It’s a story of the sinister
how they left me with,
Nightmares crawling
by ~xWhitePonyx
veracity fuels my depressionveracity fuels my depression
I tried to submerge myself
By pretending I wasn’t me
This never worked
As I came back to veracity A black dog was relying on me.
This rival, rapped his leach around my throat
And dragged me down once again.
The tears that roll down my skin sting
Yet this skin that I continue cutting doesn’t feel a thing.
But all I can be is ignorant. And just tell everyone that I’ll be fine.
by ~xWhitePonyx
If only he knewIf only he knew
I have watched him wither away too many times
It’s his pride, of how he tries to hide his fear inside
If it just poured out, Yet it swallows him whole.
He’s my butterfly caught in a hurricane
A tragedy So vulnerable.
Bitterness burnt his spirit.
Having control, calling him away.
He’s down in it, and I can’t help now . I wish there were, relief in my touch . I’d give my all , soothe his open wounds. Ease
by ~xWhitePonyx
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