all sent in a short email .
too short , hitting me hard .
I'd be denying saying that I'm fine.
he was never there , and out of no where he turns up .
and he'll just keeping using thos over used words
of ...
I LOVE YOU .


the inner side of me...the inner side of me...
Before they knew
There was a dark side that I fell under
That the outsider could not see.
A crisis, From daughter to father.
A wrath, Which I never dreamed of.
This is the truth
From the trench of my heart
Hidden in the darkest fraction of my mind.
Its a story of the sinister
how they left me with,
Nightmares crawling


veracity fuels my depressionveracity fuels my depression
I tried to submerge myself
By pretending I wasnt me
This never worked
As I came back to veracity A black dog was relying on me.
This rival, rapped his leach around my throat
And dragged me down once again.
The tears that roll down my skin sting
Yet this skin that I continue cutting doesnt feel a thing.
But all I can be is ignorant. And just tell everyone that Ill be fine.


If only he knewIf only he knew
I have watched him wither away too many times
Its his pride, of how he tries to hide his fear inside
If it just poured out, Yet it swallows him whole.
Hes my butterfly caught in a hurricane
A tragedy So vulnerable.
Bitterness burnt his spirit.
Having control, calling him away.
Hes down in it, and I cant help now . I wish there were, relief in my touch . Id give my all , soothe his open wounds. Ease


If only I was youIf only I was you
I love the touch of your skin
So soft and pure
I envy your sanity
How you smile with truth
Its a fucking reminder , of exactly what I am
At times its just too much , I want to recognise .
The blood in your veins has never been touched
Youre brand new , fresh , never taken apart .
Always left in your box
A little too much admired .
This gives me anger . As I was taken out from my box
My purity taken away from me .
Its stains my skin , it shows
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There is no greater feeling.
Then that of possibility.
This even relates to the Ant.
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The Ever-Lovin' Blue-Eyed Virginia.
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Touch your thighs I'm the lonely one
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Showna was here.
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bennynero.com [link]
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my art
love u
xoxoxo
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One day I will fail to breath and all you will have are memories
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Rage, rage against the dying of the light ~ Dylan Thomas
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Maria Zeldis
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